2003/11/1

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。。下雨了，好伤感。  11.1

不知不觉，已是深秋。窗外的正对的大树，不再翠绿，不再金黄，枯红的落叶洒了一地。 下了课就走去 Market Street, 给自己买了件衣服，买了点零食，从TESCO出来的时候，才发觉镇一样大小的圣安也可以这么吵嚷。哪里该是我要去的地方？。。。   11.3

Winter hasn’t came, my heart is already froze as a stone of ice, coldness spreads from chest to whole body, I feel powerless… 11.5

Rain fall, coldness, wildness, I can not go mad yet...

好象是墓秋的最后一场暴雨，清早起来，四处狼籍。一个人走在人行道上，静静的，空空的。还在装窗帘的教室，也跟着一起凌乱。。。

两边来往的#车，也不理我，我们到底在干些什么？。。。   11.13

Calm now, studying,painting,dreaming,and endeavoring...   11.19

If wishes could be realized under meteors,  I wish all the stars——— drop 。  11.20

世界象个绝望的天堂，有时候美丽的让人害怕。。。11.22

静かな ~FELIX..Wang Zhenkun(汪振坤)     2.2

回想起以前爱你的日子。。  ~都是枯涩。 3.27

要远行。。   乘坐风的翅膀 ~~~   3.30             

Happiness Is..  in the air, by the leaf, and beneath the unceasing rains。。。  4.2

ÍôÕñÀ¤FELIX~~ How can I forget?。。。Those joyous days ~ ~with you my best friends. 5.29

Some times, I have the feeling like that:

The more I like that person, the more I would be emotional in front of her.

Then normally, I do not know what to do. behaved like a fool..

Feeling bad and worse afterward. depressed.. do not know how to carry on...


Remember a lyric form Utada Hikaro:

"I just love you too much, please do not hate me for that..."

One day suddenly, I think I found a solution for last note:

If the other one do not like you, no matter how you performed would just be presented very silly and a waste of time in her/his mind. Hence, what we actually need to do is, like a singer, however strong feeling you have at the moment, still we need in a certain control, to get a better performance, to be liked. Then, the whole situation would go on properly.

One dream be frozen first, and then use it as a motivity to created the other one's dream,and finally, two dreams Match.

So, tell ourselves, don't be silly again, but be nice and to be liked.

I wish I could be enough smart in the near future to reveal my dream, before getting old...

2005, The Year of the Rooster

Waiting for the Booming of next spring~~    2005.1.28

~新年快乐!! Happy Spring Festival!!~~~恭喜发财!~万事如意!~~    2005.2.9